I’m so confused, why am I always sad but happy?
why do I feel like shit but always smile?
And why can’t I figure out why I’m feeling this way???
Why am I so nice to people but people don’t know that I exist?
Why do people dislike me?
Why do people’s opinions matter???
Why do all these thoughts come through when I’m all alone?
Why do I say I’m alone but there’s people that care for me?
Where are these people?
Why don’t they talk to me??
I hate being alone